This is an addition to my article, because a lot of people do not get why I wrote it and what I meant by it.

So here it goes.


Don't think I'm personally attacking those of you who are willing to make fun of Jared Leto or any other celebrity. I do that myself, all in GOOD FUN. Like all of you apparently know so well how to do.

I took 1 incident and wrote an article about all the other incidents like it.

The article wasn't directed at you.


It's about how it's BEYOND me how society can something allow for something like this to happen.
The paparazzi. The couple thousand, sometimes MILLIONS of dollars to be made from a picture of celebrities in their free time.

The are not animals in a zoo, they're humans.

As quoted from a good friend of mine, "Some people think that stars are just nice things to look at apparently, and not actual human beings."

I wasn't trying to take anything out of context, and I didn't mean to make it sound that way.

I hereby apologise to whomever thought I meant it that way.

There obviously are people who aren't getting what my intensions were by writing that article. Well, here's someone who said it better then I ever could: "You're attacking the act of stalking down people and taking unwanted pictures, not the people themselves, right?"

She's right.

So today's the day Jana leaves again.

I won't say I'm happy about it, because that's just cruel, and it's not true, but there's a positive end to this. I'm a loner, I need to be alone a lot and it's been straining my nerves endlessly having someone around here for the past 10 days.

If I'm going to move out, IF I ever manage to get a job, I'll move out on my own. I'd LOVE to be on my own, relaxed, in my own little condo, doing whatever I want to do. Makes me wonder what's going to happen if I ever find love and he will want to move in together. Can I deal with that then?

We'll see.

Right now, the person I'd consider living with (whoa, already? no, but hypothetically) is in LA and so... That's not going to do a whole lotta damage if I were to move out.

The stupid thing is, I never even thought of living in the States and now, I'm considering LA. I'm going to go there, to visit it once, and hopefully with a clear head. So I can figure out what it's like there, if I were to consider moving there.
Even Ireland doesn't seem that attractive anymore, after hearing 10 days straight of complaining about the things that aren't right about that place, it seems that even the Netherlands is a safer bet.

So the dream is still to move to Glastonbury.

Again, I swerve off the subject and move onto a completely new one. Remind me to title my blog/journals AFTER I wrote it, maybe that way the title actually makes sense.

Love!

Charlotte told me to write a journal
Sorta
Such a stalker babe, that one *sigh*


Ok so where to begin? I don't do journals so much anymore, so it's a bit tough.

Hmm... How about a magic trick? I mean! How about I start with past weekend? Nikki came over, the lovely Belgian doll. Came over because I've been feeling really sad about a number of things lately, and she came to talk to me and cheer me up. Which worked wonders, I tell you! We played guitar, sang, went to the cinema (TDK, FINALLY, HAPPEH NAO CHARLOTTE?) wrote a story and more! It was so much fun! I can't wait to play guitar with her again, we're actually sort of covering The Kill, Was It A Dream? and From Yesterday by 30 Seconds To Mars. We don't need Jare-Jare's vocals to back us up any more. Nikki usually starts singing on his pitch, but that's too low, and I don't, and do a sort of weird chin flick upwards that makes her giggle. All I try is to get her to join me to sing higher, hahaha. We giggle a lot...

Next week she's coming over again, and she'll be fiddling with my hair a bit, and we'll get prepared for the gig on tuesday! LostAlone @ Berlin! So expect a lot of pictures at :devaderydawn:! We'll be bringing our guitars into the queue and we'll end up singing a lot, I think, there should be a couple Echelon there too, and perhaps some other 30 Seconds to Mars fans. Great fun!

Then 11 days after, my darling girl is coming over from Ireland to stay with me for 10 days, during which we will go to Walibi (a theme park not unlike Thorpe) and we shall have TONS of fun! Hopefully, I can persuade everyone to arrive in MARS-gear and we can walk around as a bunch of dysfunctional retards... xD Jared says we're the band anyway, so hey, there we are. Mars-gear it is.

THEN! There'll be a tattoo convention in a town not too far from here, and I'll be asking someone to come over, since Nikki can't join me I might go, I want to, I can't wait to get new ink, especially since I figured out what I want to get. Need money first, though, hahaha. *cough*

So...

That's all I've got folks

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Level 1
Smoked A Cigarette
Smoked A Cigar
Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

Total: 1

Level 2
Are / Been In Love
Dumped someone
Been Fired
Been In A Fist Fight

Total: 3

Level 3
Had A Crush On An Older Person
Skipped Class
Slept With A Co-worker (never had one, so...)
Seen Someone / Something Die

Total: 6

Level 4
Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
Been To Paris
Been To Spain
Been On A Plane
Thrown Up From Drinking

Total: 8

Level 5
Eaten Sushi
Been Snowboarding
Met Someone Through Internet (Can't remember last time I haven't)
Been in a Mosh Pit (too many times)

Total: 10

Level 6
Been In An Abusive Relationship
Taken Pain Killers
Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
Made A Snow Angel

Total: 15

Level 7
Had A Tea Party
Flown A Kite
Built A Sand Castle
Gone mudding
Played Dress Up

Total: 16

Level 8
Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
Gone Sledging
Cheated While Playing A Game
Been Lonely
Fallen Asleep At Work / School

Total: 21

Level 9
Watched The Sun Set
Felt An Earthquake
Killed A Snake

Total: 22

Level 10
Been Tickled
Been Robbed / Vandalized
Been cheated on
Been Misunderstood

Total: 25

Level 11
Won A Contest
Been Suspended From School
Had Detention
Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

Total: 28

Level 12
Had / Have Braces
Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
Danced in the moonlight

Total: 30

Level 13
Hated The Way You Look
Witnessed A Crime
Pole Danced
Questioned Your Heart
Been obsessed with post-it-notes

Total: 32

Level 14
Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
swam in the ocean
Felt like you were dying

Total: 35

Level 15
Cried to sleep
Played Cops And Robbers
Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
Sang Karaoke
Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

Total: 38

Level 16
Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
Made Prank Phone Calls
Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
Kissed In The Rain

Total: 44

Level 17
Written A Letter To Santa Claus
Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
Blown Bubbles
Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

Total: 47

Level 18
Crashed A Party
Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (not MORE than 5 days..)
Gone Rollerskating / Blading
Had A Wish Come True
Been Humped By A Monkey

Total: 49

Level 19
Worn Pearls
Jumped Off A Bridge
Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
Swam With Dolphins

Total: 51

Level 20
Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
Kicked A Fish
Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
Sat On A Roof Top

Total: 54

Level 21
Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about

Total: 58

Level 22
Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
Climbed A Tree
Had/Been In A Tree House
Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone


Total: 62

Level 23
Believe In Ghosts
Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
Gone Streaking
Visited Jail


Total: 62

Level 24
Played Chicken
Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
Broken A Bone
Been Easily Amused

Total: 65

Level 25
Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
Caught A Butterfly
Laughed So Hard You Cried
Cried So Hard You Laughed


Total: 68

Level 26
Mooned/Flashed Someone
Had Someone Moon/Flash You
Cheated On A Test
Forgotten Someone's Name
French Braided Someone's Hair
Gone Skinny Dipping
Been Kicked Out Of Your House

Total: 72


Level 27
Rode A Roller Coaster
Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
Had A Cavity
Black-Mailed Someone
Been Black Mailed


Total: 76

Level 28
Been Used
Fell Going Up The Stairs
Licked A Cat
Bitten Someone
Licked Someone


Total: 80

Level 32
Been shot at/or at gunpoint
Had sex in the rain (But I must!)
Flattened someone's tires
Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 82


Grand total: 82/120


Aha.. That's a shame, it's already over

Stole this little thing from Joey
Or well, had to repost because it's one of the rules, and I couldn't resist having him do this about me It was fun <3


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